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That whole game was amazing. But the ending where I had gotten separated from the other children, and was stumbling around the forest trying to find them, to rescue them from their monsters, as they were they only thing helping me to endure, as my monster tormented me, then only to find them entering the chapel because one way or another they’d resolved their issues, and were obviously having happy endings with applause from the wood sprites and cheering, as I looked on, feeling desolated, abandoned, betrayed and alone with my tormentor who had successfully pushed me to the point where I didn’t know what was even real anymore, but I just knew that there was no happy ending for me.
That was absolutely heartbreaking, and I really wasn’t having to force those tears.
So my favourite moment was after the game when we had to say a happy thought to someone. And it took me a while to come out of that place, but when I did and I realised I wasn’t Hook, and I wasn’t abandoned and alone, that I have wonderful friends… That slow realisation was so cathartic, I’m still feeling really good and positive.
Anyway, sorry about the really introspective post, it’s a little selfish to have one of your moments as your favourite, but I couldn’t have been there without everyone else in that game being amazing friends and antagonists, particularly Daphne, whom I know I destroyed emotionally as well, with my rejection of her.
In terms of faves from other people… Probably during Happily Ever After: I had been searching high and low for the Tin Man’s heart for over an hour, I’m sure, only to have Tin Man (Allen) and Alice (Nik) come up to me and Tin Man was smiling. Obviously, this was surprising, but it was explained when Tin Man told me that he felt good around Alice and he had learned to love again because he loved her. And I remember just looking at them then saying "Oh, it’s a metaphorical heart."
Allen: “Yeah!” (Smiling)
Me: …
Allen: …
But he was just so damn happy, that I couldn’t be cross with him, and in turn I was really happy for them both.