(Post 301!)
As Zek steps out of the taverna, following Jane and Lewy at a slight distance, he revels in the feeling of the sun on his face. He can hear a quiet murmuring from around the camp; Esther and the stranger that has been wandering around. Presumably nobody harmful; they’d have checked him out by now. Zek is suddenly struck by an odd sensation: not the enjoyment of things like sunlight and music and the stones under his boots, but rather the realisation that it’s been so long since he enjoyed these things. He suddenly has the energy for them again, after what feels like years.
This feeling is tempered only slightly by the thought that Leo and Moss are somewhere else, away from the safety of the camp. He worries for them, of course, but the world is a good place. No number of bodies buried behind a cathedral in London can take away from that. I faced down a demon prince, he thinks. I faced down a demon prince, and I kept him talking, and I walked away in one piece. I won.
He starts to chuckle, an odd hollow sound, but the first time in a long time he hasn’t felt guilty for being happy. He’ll take his victories where he can find them.